Every Moment

Every moment, big or small, I used to share with you, them all.

Now I sit in tears and cry all alone, and wonder why 

I found a friend so near and dear, who understood my struggles and fear

Now All the words, thoughts and feelings abide,  Crushed and shrunk to to stay inside 

I push them down and keep them  near they seem too much for others to bear

Learning how to let go of what I thought was a forever friend 

Grieving the loss and the end 

M. S.