Turbulence

 So many issues I want to sort. Drawing boundaries is very hard. Especially with someone who’s close to your heart 

I want to give in and  let them back in. Surely things can be the way they’ve always been. 

But that’s the problem wouldn’t you say   Things need to change- be a different way. 

So I’m forging forward as hard as it is. Without the friend I very much miss. 

Not a day goes by where I don’t think of you and all the life we’ve been through. 

I thought we’d be doing life together for ever. Sisters in arms no matter the weather 

Turbulence came and knocked us about. I cry, I kick, I scream and shout. 

I thought we anchored each other but that wasn’t true. I was the anchor and the free spirit was you. 

M.S.

9/18/23